January 1, 2013
Again, it’s been awhile since i posted a desirable, acceptable for me post but wth, i proceed this for the sake of a requirement and a moment of realization.
i shouldn’t be having a break. 6 years already gone by and i still feel like i’m on a holiday. i’ve been to too many i’m there and never actually came back. instead of celebrating christmas and new year, i should be gaining tangible currency instead of my billion pokemon dollars. and while i’m composing this, the lord of enlightenment is inside my head and i hope he stays. He still need to remind me that i, still chase down temporarily high, like cosplayers and gamers and girls on the right side of a facebook page do.
Realization aside, these are the mediums and venue of my holiday:
Yep, gamer still. i don’t really care if you don’t know this but that is Join Avenue, where somehow my social skills is put into use and where i instantly became a supervisor of store chains. Fascinating, only if reality doesn’t set in.
Here’s another one. Whale watching on a freakin marine tube. It totally feels like i’m at Manila Ocean Park of year 2100. Quite frankly, the experience is relaxing, considering the view is as big as my palm.
Finally, to get to the holiday spirit, snow is definitely needed. Beyond the vast white, i traversed forests and frozen bridges, flew across unova and scavenged empty trash cans. in the end, a pokemon center attendant greeted me Merry Christmas. I was like, “oh, nice feature lol”
Anyhow that’s the gist of the nights of my holidays. not partying, jumping on midnight and smelling fireworks? that was earlier of every day. besides, i’m not really a loner, just antisocial.
May 2, 2012
Grandma? I did it grandma, I finally stood up for myself.
I got real mean and I beat the snot out of Dr. Oz.
I can’t lie, it felt kind of good… at first,
but since then all I have is just, kind of dark empty feeling.
And then I realized, that’s how you must feel, all the time… poor old grandma.
You know, I’ve been getting lots of advice on how to deal with you, stand up to you, tell on you, but I kind of realize that there’s just people like you out there, all over the place. When you’re a kid, things seem like they’re gonna last forever, but they’re not, life changes.
You won’t always be around, someday you’re gonna die… someday pretty soon.
And when you’re laying in that hospital bed, with tubes up your nose, and that little pan under your butt to pee in, I’ll come visit you. I’ll come just to show you that I’m still alive and I’m still happy, and you’ll die, being nothing but you…
April 25, 2012
they said it’ll be worthy of an experience. i’ll see about that.
despite the delay, in 4 days or less i’ll be encoding, photocopying, doing non-parent errands, encoding, on production, doing mall shows, and pseudosocializing on my on-le-job-training at ABS-CBN Star Cinema and Records.
gonna get myself ready to be flattened with papers, substituting facebook and mmorpg screens with microsoft office and discovering new social links to minus to my average 100,000.
positive: i found out how to go to these new places. brainmap updated.